Wat DAH!!

Freaking spaces anywhere ..

Insensibilitism psychosome contagion.

When unmanageable emotion arises, we often lose our self control to whatever situations or events made in the past. This might involve some fearful happening that we were only wanting to over escape. Wouldn't this be a little scary? Thus, Including the manifestation of disabilities and the bare influence that the mind has over physical processes.

One thing. Mind over matter.

Just a thought.

WORDS. What they truly mean.

1. METAMORPH


Form of immaturity to adult./p.n/


To choose what we think is right for not every abrupt decisions people made were proportion. 
To balance the thought of the existence, 
To develop metamorphosis proceeds in repeated stage of growth.


Even if it means hurting some one in order to attain the assurance of equality and happiness of many.


2. INNER REALIZATION.


The exact notions of repressed memories, though based on false assumptions, was the equal mainstream thinking.
Maslow - he has his own belief and definition to self actualization as THE IMPULSE TO CONVERT ONESELF TO ANOTHER's THINKING OR INTO WHAT ONE IS CAPABLE OF BEING.. 
Could be the least or entire means to apply in my real life. i mean, one's real life..


SELF EXPLANATORY: In order to undergo metamorphosis or transformation, we have to be exposed into one's self realization. In order to not be selfish, jealous, and so on ..


3. INESCAPABLENESS


Act of unability to avoid what is fated. Chances of allocation with all due uncertainty.
To know your consequences therefore deciding to set aside happiness.


Facing the principle of indeterminacy will not change your destiny. For in the first place it was what is meant to happen.

Silver Soul /adj?n.v/

The story of Gin Tama takes place in Edo (known today as Tokyo because of its name change in 1868), Japan, which was conquered by aliens called "Amanto" or the Sky People, or alien in all due means. 

Japan adopted strict isolation policies and severed almost all ties with foreign countries. In 1853, the US fleet commanded by Admiral Perry forced the doors open, leading to a modernization of the nation's sociopolitical systems and the eventual fall of the Shogunate.

In the late Edo period. The samurai of Japan fought the aliens, but after their defeat the Amanto placed a ban on carrying swords in public.

The samurai regime ended its life with the imperial restoration in 1868. That's what history tells, but in Gintama, that's not what happens. Instead of the US fleet, the country is stormed by spaceships coming from four corners of the universe and soon we see it occupied by extraterrestrials. The Shogunate has become a puppet of alien occupation armies.

The plot is focused on an eccentric samurai, Gintoki Sakata a samurai with no respect for rules set by the invaders, who's ready to take any job to survive, who also helps a teenager named Shinpachi Shimura save his sister O Tae from a group of aliens who want to make her part of a brothel.

Impressed with Gintoki, Shinpachi becomes his apprentice and works with him as a freelancer in order to pay the monthly rent where Gintoki lives, known as jack of all trades, as well as to know more about him. The two of them rescue a teenage alien girl named Kagura from a group of Yakuza who wanted to use her superhuman strength to kill people. Kagura joins Shinpachi and Gintoki to work as freelancers and the three become known as "Yorozuya" "We do everything". He and his gang, however, are also among the very few who have not forgotten the morale of a swordsman. Wherever they go, all they do is to create troubles. Troubles that they of course try to solve. 

While doing their job they encounter the police force Shinsengumi several times, who normally ally with Odd Jobs Gin in their work since they commonly involve dangerous criminals. 

They also come to meet Gintoki's former comrades during the Amanto's invasion, including the terrorist Kotaro Katsura who maintains a friendly relationship with them despite his ambitions to destroy the bakufu. On the other hand, Shinsuke Takasugi acts as a major antagonist throughout the series, as he wants to destroy the bakufu in a more violent way than Katsura does.

Ref. http://www.animecrazy.net/gintama-episode-list/

PUH KWAN OF AN TIEL, THE WIFE OF EH SY.

IF ONLY I HAVE "ONLY" BEEN A LEGEND'S LEAD ACTRESS.

AN UNGAINED START.

IF ONLY I WILL POSSESS A DESIRED PERSONA, I WANTED TO BE A PULPY RIND SHADED WITH PASSIONATE GREEN AND STRONG RED AFRICAN CITRUS FLESH PEPPERED SUGAR, FILLED WITH REFRESHING MOUTH-WATERY JUICES SURROUNDED BY LONG FERVENT VINE NATURALLY SUCCULENT MEANT ON AN INTENSIVE BURNING CANICULAR DAYS.

PHEW...

WELL ANYWAY, THIS ONE WAS A REAL STORY. READ CAREFULLY..

LONG AGO, VIETMAN WAS RULED BY GENEROUS KINGS. ONE OF THESE WAS KING HUNG HUONG THE MOST STRICT AND DEMANDING OF ALL, HAD ONLY TWO DAUGHTERS, AND SO HE ADOPTED A POOR BOY FROM A FARAWAY ISLAND. HE NAMED THE CHILD -DIY EH SY AND CHERISHED HIM AS IF HE WERE HIS OWN.

EH SY GREW TO BE INTELLIGENT, WISE AND SKILLFUL AND THE KING LOVED HIM SO MUCH. HE DECIDED THAT EH SY MUST MARRY HIS FIRST DAUGHTER AN TIEL. TOGETHER THEY WOULD RULE THE LAND AFTER THE KING DIED.

EH SY AND AN TIEL MARRIED AND THEY LOVED EACH OTHER SUPER DUPER EXTRA SOO MUCH VERYYY COMBO, TRIPLE EXCEPTIONALLY, TONS SURPASSINGLY, GREATLY, HIGHLY, MIGHTY AND EXCEEDINGLY LOVE EACH OTHER DEEPLY.

THEY HAD TWO CHILDREN. (BOTH MALE - AS AN TIEL WANTED.) AND THEIR LIVES APPEARED TO BE BLESSED BY THE HEAVENS.

BUT SOME IN THE KING'S COURT ENVIED THE YOUNG MAN, AND SOON THEIR ENVY TURNED TO HATRED. THEY BEGAN TO SPREAD STUPID RUMORS OF HIS PRIDE AND DISRESPECT. THESE STORIES (BUT OFCOURSE!) WERE UNTRUE. BUT STILL THE RUMORS SPREAD NATIONWIDE.

BEFORE LONG THEY REACHED THE KING.

THE KING BEGAN TO WONDER. MIGHT THESE STORIES BE TRUE? WOULD HIS OWN DAUGHTER HELP TO DESTROY HIM? WOULD THE YOUNG MAN HE HAD FOR SO LONG TREATED AS HIS OWN SON FORGET HIS FAVORED POSITION AND TURN ON THE KING?

HE BEGAN TO THINK BETRAYAL MIGHT BE POSSIBLE.

DISTRAUGHT BY HIS SUSPICIONS, THE KING DECIDED HE MUST EXILE EH SY,. WITH A HEAVY HEART BUT FEARFUL QOF THE FUTURE, THE KING SENT THE WHOLE FAMILY FAR AWAY TO LIVE ON THEIR OWN ON A DESOLATE ISLAND.

"IF EH SY IS A BRAVE AND ABLE AS HE CLAIMS, HE WILL SURVIVE." THE KING ANNOUNCED. HE HID HIS TEARS AS THE FAMILY DEPARTED, FOR HE BELIEVED THEY COULD NEVER SURVIVE.

THE ISLAND WAS BATTERED BY HEAVY WINDS AND WAVES THAT CRASHED UPON THE SHORES. AN TIEL WEPT WHEN SHE SAW HOW THEY WOULD LIVE .. ALONE, AND WITHOUT ANY COMFORTS AND LUXURIES SHE WAS ACCUSTOMED TO.

BUT SHE LOVED HER HUSBAND, AND SHE HAD FAITH, AND SO SHE REMAINED DEVOTED TO EH SY. TOGETHER THEY WORKED HARD TO MAKE LIFE BEARABLE UPON THAT BARREN ISLAND.

ONE DAY AS EH SY WALKED ALONG THE BEACH, HE NOTICED A STRANGE YELLOW SEA BIRDS AMONG THE ROCKS. WHEN HE CLIMBED UP TO SEE THEM CLOSER, HE NOTICED THEY WERE PECKING AS BLACK SEEDS, AND SOME OF THESE DROPPED INTO THE SAND.

EH SY, DECIDED HE WOULD PLANT THESE SEEDS. WHAT COULD HE LOSE? PERHAPS SOMETHING COULD GROW IN THIS PLACE. WHEN HE RETURNED HOME, HE TOLD HIS WIFE, "IF THESE SEED WERE GOOD FOR BIRDS, THEY WOULD BE GOOD FOR US."

TOGETHER THEY PREPARED THE GROUND AND PLANTED THE SEEDS.

SOON THEY NOTICED TENDER SHOOTS SPROUTING FROM THE EARTH, AND SHOOTS GREW AND CREPT ALONG THE GROUND. BUDS APPEARED ON THESE VINES, AND THESE FLOWERED AND TURNED INTO FRUITS. TO EH SY'S AMAZEMENT, THESE FRUITS GREW AND GREW, LARGER THAN PEACHES, THEN AS LARGE AS HEAR, AND COVERED WITH GREEN SKIN SMOOTH TO TOUCH.

THE FRUITS SMELLED DELIGHTFUL. AND WHEN EH SY SLICED ONE OPEN, HE DISCOVERED INSIDE BEAUTIFUL RED PULP SPRINKLED WITH THOSE MARVELOUS SEEDS. HE TASTED THE PULP AND SMILED, FOR THE TASTE WAS FRESH AND COOL AND SWEET. HE CALLED HIS FRUITS "PUH LA" OR RED MELON. BUT LATER HIS WIFE, DIED - JOKE!
HIS WIFE AN TIEL, HEARING THE CRY OF THE BIRDS THAT HAD CARRIED THE SEEDS, SAID, LISTEN TO THEIR SONG.

PU QUAN .. PU QUAN,

BIRDS SEEMED TO CRY

PUH KWAN

AND LATER ..

PA KWAN .. PAKWAN,

HIS WIFE WEPT WITH JOY AS SHE TASTED THE FIRST PAKWAN. AND THE FAMILY PICKED THE FRUITS AND STORED THEM CAREFULLY INSIDE WHERE THE SUN WOULD NOT ROT THEIR SKIN.

THEY WENT ON PLANTING, AND BY YEARS END THEY HAD SO MANY WATERMELONS THAT THEY BEGAN TO OFFER THESE TO PASSING SAILORS, TRADING THEM FOR FOOD AND CLOTHING, FOR SPICES AND TOYS AND OTHER THINGS THEY NEEDED FOR COMFORT.

ONE DAY EH SY SAT UPON THE BEACH LOOKING LONGINGLY TOWARD HIS OLD ISLAND. SUDDENLY HE HAD AN IDEA. HE GATHERED SOME WATERMELONS AND UPON THESE HE WROTE HIS NAME. THEN HE SET THEM ADRIFT.

WHEN THE KINGS SERVANTS DISCOVERED THESE PECULIAR FRUITS BOBBING UPON THE SEA OUTSIDE THE PALACE, THEY GATHERED THEM AND CARRIED THEM TO THE KING.

WHEN THE KING SAW EH SY'S NAME, HIS HEART SWELLED.

"SO HE IS NOT DEAD!!"
THE KING CRIED OUT WITH JOY. THEN HE TASTED THE STRANGE AND WONDERFUL NEW FRUIT, AND HE UNDERSTOOD THAT EH SY'S RESOURCEFULNESS HAD SERVED HIM AND HIS STUPIDITY, I MEAN.. WELL HE LET HIS DAUGHTER DIE RIGHT??

BUT THE KING LONGED FOR THE LOVES OF HIS LIFE-HIS SON, HIS VERYYYY OWN DAUGHTER (WHICH HE LOVED LESS BECAUSE SHE IS NOT A MAN.) AND GRAND CHILDREN- AND SO HE SENT FOR THEM.

AND FOREVER AFTERWARDS ALL THE PEOPLE OF VIETMAN TOLD THE STORY OF THOSE BIRDS AND THEIR MAGICAL BLACK SEEDS AND THE SWEETNESS OF EH SY'S GIFT, THE PUH KWAN. :-)

BEAUTY, EH??

HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT.

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE

Windows can't get a list of device from Windows Update. Try later.

Unspecified deskjet 3320??


DUAL CPU E2180
Win7 32bit OS
2.00 GHz 1.00 GB
2.7 RrE


CDROM FAIL. NO DISK OR PRINTER INSTALLER. Cause unabling Windows update for compatible deskjet type. Probably 3600 will fit in 3320-3325. But sys kept prompting "Windows can't get a list of device from Windows Update. Try later."


Local Printer > Existing: LPT1 > Manufacturer: HP * WINDOW UPDATES to get hp deskjet 3600 alternator * > boom! UNAVAILABLE, TRY LATER .. 


When the required compatible drivers can ONLY be obtained by win update tools or printer wizard. Ive done this a million times, It might TAKE FEW MINUTES but will eventually appear list of alternatives on its own device mgr. :(


I just wanna know what's the reason!!!!!!


hgbjsfgbjzbfjbIUdguebfhbsdfbiulsbuknjkhfbjfuck..
Such a pain. >_<


any help pls mail me.


malonyangelposas@gmail < superdesperate.

Et al.

I can never go and unhate you.

You were that someone,

than one little person who would just let me talk,

push you off and or ramble.

You listened to my complaints very well,

I go looked like an idiot BUT

You love me, all still the same.

On the contrary,

I would just like to let you know

I might get angry and nag you for ever.

For the reason that,

whatever you do, good or bad.

It will always hit me that hard, first.

And I'm here..

Not because i'm supposed to be here

or because i'm trapped in here,

but because I would rather be with you

than anywhere else in the world.

I'm happy for meeting you,

for even in the worst we did our best to straighten conflicts.

For understanding the not-so understandable situation,

for continuous encouragement and support,

for being the sweetest best friend, there's so many i can think about, my head couldn't stop. All credits would have been ours, but they're all darn yours. You consistently bring every best out of me, you might just not know. Your charms were seducing the luck to get in my way.
I made a better ambition, not just good enough for me.

 - I remembered cookie song!! C is for cookie ......

However..

There's no one i'd rather be than with you.

You know, there's no one i hate to go a day without talking to, not touch or a kiss.

I appreciate you making me smile no matter what mood you are in.
For managing our feelings at the same time, for forgetting how mad you were when i'm not talking at all.

I wanted to be the girl you'll be with all the time, but you're giving me more.
Least expected.

Soon, i'll be not around.

But i never will worry about ...

Every trouble will be so little if someone means so much.

Eyyyyyy .. ;-*

Jesse  Joy - Espacio Sideral



SUPERMAN FROM THE OUTER SPACE


He wanted to give you the entire world, 
The Moon, 
Sun Sky and Sea.
Give you the stars in a box of crystal.


Carry you to the outer space
and fly like he does,
the superman.


He wanted to be a superhero
and protect you against evil.
Give you the milky way in a dish of cereal.


*ESPACIO SIDERAL*




Quisiera darte el mundo entero,La luna, el cielo, el sol y el mar
Regalarte las estrellas en una caja de cristal.
Llevarte al espacio Sideral

Y volar como lo hace Superman.

Quisiera ser un super héroeY protegerte contra el mal,
Regalarte la vía láctea en un plato de cereal.
Llevarte al espacio sideral

Y volar como lo hace Superman.

Me tienes tan debilitada
Todas mis fuerzas se me van si estas aquí
Y mis poderes no son nada
Me siento tan normal, tan frágil, tan real
Me elevas al espacio sideral.
Tal como lo hace Superman.l ]Quisiera hacerte un gran poema
Y usar el cielo de papel,
Tomar las nubes como cremaY hornearte un super pastel.
Llevarte al espacio Sideral

Y volar como lo hace Superman.

Me tienes tan debilitada
Todas mis fuerzas se me van si estas aquí
Y mis poderes no son nadaMe siento tan normal, tan frágil, tan real
Me elevas al espacio sideral.

Me tienes tan enamorada
Todas mis fuerzas se me van si estás aquí
Y mis poderes no son nada

Me siento tan normal, tan frágil, tan real
Me siento tan normal, tan frágil, tan real
Me elevas al espacio Sideral.
Tal como lo hace Superman.

Cheers.

Recently watched * Hunger Games @ATC. 3 Star!

Taught me how to bababa- babanana ..

Left image - Preparing for lil something. Dont know where to go. Blah. Took a teeny pose.

Right one - At Diner place 2nd feast. Pasta aint enuf for little sis.

Recognition. reached 7th's place. Wow. Congratulations.

Big sis did her makeup. Yey. Just one of those stunning beauties,.

Grabe init. 

Wasting time with guitar and oldies.

Kewl \m/

relax your mind and unwind with jason fernandez of rivermaya amidst of extreme chaotic disorder. superb.

with all due struggles to surf his iconic photos. look what i have found!!!! guess i was 3 years too late to find out. huhu. my very much idol yeng <<<< says he and jason.. were just friends. All they had was a mutual understanding but nothing beyond that. Said her priority *back then* would be her career. but wouldn't it be nice knowing atleast in a single moment, it has been FFOOO REAAALL!. Two of my favorite artist reached a mutual decision. Well, she didnt turned him down. Malay mo. xD

However their still hanging out, they have their private lives naman, why elaborate every events with others, they can still keep it unknown.

Less of me. More of US.

You got me. Less of me. More of US. <3

Gotta think a lot without thinking too much. 
You Can't suffocate the one you love 
Gotta watch yourself but still indulge, 
Keep your soul young when you grow old 

Gotta get your rest without sleeping in. 
Keep your mind always open. 
Accept the road sometimes curves back 
But think of what you have not what you lack 

I didn't know this until you showed up 
You say a lot without talking too much 
I didn't know this until you showed up 
You Learn a lot without talking too much 

When you get it just right your Jupiter rings align 
spin right in time. Your feet fly off the pavement 
your house a tiny spec of dust 
I think I need less of me, and more of us. 

You gotta stand up straight and look ahead 
put your insecurities to bed 
Learn to trust with your eyes shut 
Learn to love and not hold back

Apprehensions. Pt 1

Looking forward to surpass a day that I will be able to shake his head off from a thinking that he is everything. When in the first place he never had shown respect or being grateful. Their family had the chance to feel mercy from their very own relatives. Money. Probably praising him for his good deeds made him think how great he were. When everybody was just persuading him to be better for his very own future. Personally, he's just unfortunate. Pathetic.

Reasoning out. He just had that suspicious behavior ever since.

Imagine how our parents raised us. Wouldn't this be a major dis-consolation. He proved me wrong. Continuously, It is difficult to comprehend the vast distance of us. The two of us.

Each and every one of us has their very own prodigious and wide explanation how we, a single cell, had the rationality to live. A clear justification why it happened. For me to open the capacity of discrimination. For him to realize the logic of weakness.

At all, There is no effect without a cause.

Cousin /adj/ Prehensile. Covetous. Greedy. Envious.

Not that I know of.

One is envious who cherishes selfish ill will toward another because of his superior success, endowments, possessions, or the like.

Didn't I just encountered one on the telephone? I've heard a persons voice representing fear on his tone being displaced by a rival. I am not one, i'll say.

The least realization grasp my very forehead. Knowing you, I can never judge. I hate to say this but choosing me as an opponent will definitely wear you out. Have you ever thought how we are so unlike in form? Contrast in the very way of living. And so Education. DREAM BIG Bunghole!xD

Now where were we?

Do I ever looked like I envy you? At all?? When the very mere fact lies in what I taught you of. Probably that's normal with a person who's will is to covet. After you had what you crawled after.

A real dick opportunist.

Read this. You may try, but i know you cant. Shamefully, it abides his blood.

Anyway, To tell you the whole truth my little country brother, I did never thought you're great just like what your mother ONLY told you poor thing, I was so mean to persuade you study hard for your future. To prevail you to do something because I barely know in the first place you are nothing.

How I hate this. Damn Competition.